Am I wrong or am hypochondriac RN? I was myself crazy if I'm really contemplating obsessive-compulsive, paranoid, dyslexic, or I'm a hypochondriac .. I feel like I'm a hypochondriac think I could have all these problems ...
when I was 5 (and still 25) I use to worry about things being symmetrical, they should be in a particular order and they had to give a visual sense ... It bothered me when my mother cleaned my room or if someone did not put something in return. At 12 I had to go to bed the same way every night and if I did not have my cats could happen ... I know that sounds silly, but I had my eldest since I was 4! I stopped doing it when I was ready to let go ... we moved away in November 2008 (16) and the other in July 2009 (1MB shy of 20).
The paranoia has not started after I had children ... when I was 8, my sister and mother I went to a hairdresser and we flew at gunpoint, to 18 I had a car stolen from me at gunpoint, 20 I drove my car and by the grace of God, I do not die ... there is more too ... I am concerned about these things for a month maybe two, and went and thought, I lived normally. At 19-22 I lived a life Wreckless blast and I'm not afraid of anything. But now, I have flash backs of my accident when I drive and sometimes I repeat it. When I'm home these memories revealed from heaven and I feel sick to think there looking at my car, with its peak and I was sort of standing around watching the highway with only a scratch. drivers today other scare me, flying gives me panic attacks, and now I think of all the dangers that could happen ... I try to keep it to myself ... Once I sat in my room and had tears falling down my face. My husband came and asked me what was wrong ... I said that I was afraid to fly on an airplane, he was mad about him, shouted, and he said it was ridiculous and get over it ... hes another story that I can not enter ... but it did not help, I stop and kept to myself and cried every day until I flew. I'm always afraid.
Ok ... finally dyslexia when I was in school I hated reading! Especially loud. I feel like crying when I was called on. I sound like I was speaking a foreign language when I read. My IQ is 136 but the reading, spelling and writing is a challenge ... as I have and can not learn unless their hands on ... I remember reading a single page over and over again for an hour and I still had no idea what I just read. I did, and still not read the words wrong and use a completely different word in its place. I could go on.
Anyway, I'm a hypochondriac or are these things that I should have looked?
Some of your fears are actually necessary to avoid future disasters. The unreal fears and attachments for doing things are a little off line but if you were to use drugs to your lifestyle could be any jepardy. Survive And now you do not mess with drugs in the brain. You have a good IQ and do not need to play with the doctors of the brain that may not be as high as 36 points. A more detailed account is possible, but not really necessary. However, there is now a depression brewing in life and it is making you overthink matters. Give more details about depression and how it affects our thinking. In any case, it would be a good idea to write.
N are not imagining things, you have OCD. And PTSD. It is understandable that you have PTSD, you know the life-threatening situations, everybody would have it.
you should get help before it gets worse! and do not a hypochondriac.
Posted on February 12, 2010.
