Train Wreck Attorney

I'm 20 and I am a single mother of (almost) three wonderful children. Yeah, I know that Judgement is coming now, but I was hired during pregnancy with my daughter, my son was conceived through rape (never published), and I am due 26/12/2008, with a little girl and I was (and still am technically) married and found it to 4.5 months of my pregnancy that my husband was cheating on me for months now and I had all sorts of complications (hospitalized for dehydration due to the unable to hold water, weight loss, baby measuring small, severe anemia, etc.) and now over what I receive threats from his mother that they get a lawyer (I can not means) and taking the baby from me. I live alone with my two children with the financial support of my mother until I can get a job (I only get support for my daughter) does not work so well because I have no way of transportation provider care /. I am under stress as the point where I feel I am better off dead sometimes, but I know I have to be here for my children and I love them with all my heart and they are what motivates me. It just accumulates at any time and a lot of times I find myself sitting in the middle of the floor in uncontrollable tears. I did not help with all those who watch the children, even if sometimes I ask (my son spent a night away from me in his eight months of life and thats because I was in hospital for rehydration) I do not really have any friends and even though my mother is a big help financially, my stepfather does not want me and has always been one to get the men over his children and Whenever I try to talk to him for support and it is there, it just hangs up on me and said last week that she did not even want me and my father is physically abusive and I never really talk to him. So really I have no family or friends to talk to, and I became overwhelmed with everything and the fact that I am bi-polar just seems to magnify the problems, even if I am on medication. I try so hard, but it seems I am destined to do nothing but failure. I'm sick of feeling useless, and I'm tired of all "is a" whore "or" she is mad, "whispered about me behind my back. It is fairly easy to judge when you're not in the situation. Anyway, I think my point is, what can I do to get my life back on track and keep it there for the sake of my children. Where do I start? I do not need to hear "no more" because I am the subject of a tubal ligation in December thats not quite the answer I will do.

I'm sorry about your difficult situation!

youre going to have to find a job or maybe two and get a babysitter and when things go well go to college and get a good job if you can support your children.

Help OMG cannot sorry
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Try God

Oh my god.

Where to start.
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basics of survival for children so they are not taken away from you.
-Health/Cleanliness Food-Shelter-Clothing-Love

You need to sit down with pencil and paper. Look at your income and expenditure. Trim all unnecessary.

Your online if you need to disconnect or find some way to make money on the computer.
You can not luxury today.

Have you talked to social services for food stamps and other things. They can visit (and problems) of your home, you better have that in conditions of health point upwards. The kids really look well cared for.
This is why we support such as welfare.

You need very serious and do not rely on anyone. I have no easy solution.

Erica

Remember that you must take a day or even a single moment in time. It is hard to do sometimes, but necessary.